Tuesday, May 6, 2008

It is indeed a blessing for me when the Lord sees fit to give me enough energy to communicate directly with you...my family, friends...church body on Maui and so many wonderful hearts pouring out love, hope & strength, ...other churches, ohana groups...literally thousands who have poured out constant, non stop prayer and support...I am staggered when I realize the love of God, the compassion of human hearts that have the grand privilege and capability of reflecting such beauty in a world filled with so much suffering and pain. This process we are witnessing speaks so highly of the gift the creator has endowed each of us with in very unique, individual and special ways. I guess that is the main thing God has impressed on my heart to offer you today. From a place of complete brokenness and with a humble and contrite heart and spirit, I offer this to you today. I feel He (the creator of all that is good, right, pure, lovely...the things our spirits love to cling to...eternally valuable things...things worth fighting for in life against the harshness of the world )...I offer the eye of God for you today. The way God sees you. I was awaken by the early dawn outside my 12x12 cubicle which could be viewed as a little prison or it can be what it has become...a place of infinite value to me...a place that opens up a whole universe of revelation because I am with the creator of the universe and He is my teacher and guide. Those of you who know His touch in the dark places of life know what I am expressing. We are never a prisoner in a dark place as long as we have the light of Him who dispels the darkness, even in death He holds our victory...for His life has swallowed up death and loneliness and separation and brings us life everlasting. But for today, God tells me how much He loves you, how valuable you are to Him, regardless of what anyone thinks or says...you are His precious one. As I was saying, at dawn I awoke and I heard the birds singing their songs...really a song of praise...we are alive, we reflect the beauty of an intricate, unfathomably creative creator and yet as beautiful as the moment was I was reminded of how Jesus looked to the little birds and how the Father took care of them and then He turned to the hurting, the weak, the helpless, the lost, the innocent that so often just get trampled in life...He turned to those looking for significance and fulfilment outside of a world that is so often shallow, superficial...and baits things to appear to be good that in the end only bring disaster...the manifesting of God in flesh points to the little birds, as beautiful as they are and tells the thirsty, those hungering for meaning and purpose to their lives "do you not know how much more valuable you are to the Father than these"...and God demonstrates your value by giving the gift of His Son...His life for ours that we may enjoy that deep, rich, real fulfilling relationship that we were created for in the first place forever. So lift your head up today dear one, you are His prize, His joy, His love forever...when you hear the birds sing early in the morning it His heart singing to you His love song. Our job is simply to respond to His love song with all our hearts, do good in a dark world and as the Lord says your light will shine before men bringing glory to your Father in heaven. Every outpouring of your love, your prayers and your support for me and my family shines forth like the brilliance of the noon day sun...people see it, they feel it, they experience it...so rise little flock and bring forth your song of praise to His magnificence and know that the magnificent one desires to shower you with His love today. You are His prize possession!

We wait and pray together for the miracle from God. As a direct result of your prayers I have been spared of infection, also any heavy side effects of the last chemo. You have provided for me the great blessing of my wife by my side through this all...an indescribable gift. God is with me...you are with me...it is good. I pray your spirit has been lifted today as you see yourself through God's eyes.

Love to all and I am forever indebted to your love, care and compassion:)


Anonymous said...

What a beautiful message Kit. I am grateful that the Father has been so close to you and is speaking through you. We are PRAISING HIM for your strength and infection free status. We will continue to Praise and Pray to God the Father for your complete healing and to keep you uplifted and encouraged.

In constant Prayer!!

Carrol Wilson

Anonymous said...

Hello Kit,

My Granddaughter Sasha and I are here at my home and we wanted to send our love to you today. Of course we send our love everyday and pray with everyone else as God is touching our lives your life and everyone else who journeys along with you and your precious Ohana.

I am comming to Oahu tomorrow to watch my Great-Grandson play baseball in the all State championship tournament and during my time on Oahu, (which will be till Sunday), I will call to find out if it would be possible for a me to have a moment to visit with you. I will totally understand if it doesn't happen for we know it is Gods spirit that keeps us connected and this is an ongoing blessing.

Much Love,
Lucy & Sasha

Anonymous said...

Amen and Amen!!!
Kit what a timely word. I just got off the phone to our dear friend Mike Kearns who just lost his wife to cancer. He is finding it very hard to cope and I am going to send him this wonderful encouraging word that I know is going to lift him up so much. Thank you for your continued desire to allow God to use you to strengthen, love, encourage and support others. HE is awesome and amazing and moving through you!
Praising Jesus with you!
Cari Coetzee

Anonymous said...

carlee says to say thank you for your encouragement kit
manasseh says keep up the faith :)
we are lifted by your words and we will rise up and love those God sends our way today as you are doing in your 12 x 12. it is a privelege to be a part of your little flock dear kit.
we are loving our Creator with you and thanking Him so much for the gift of covering from the chemo side effects and protection from infection. He is good.
so much love
carrie nichols and family

gary_workman said...

Beautiful words Kit! I know the Lord is speaking through you and it's a message everyone needs to hear, especially me. Those words are so rich and life giving and healing; thank you so much. Gary

The Hoovers said...

Hi Kit. It's Greg & Linda Hoover on the Big Island. (and Holly 6yrs old,& Jack 2yrs old now)

Greg is working on Maui this week and heard about what's going on with you from Mike Knowles whom he's working with. What a shock.

I was up till 1 a.m. last night reading throught the blog from the beginning. What an encouragement and blessing everyone, including you, are.

We sure love you guys and will get the Big Island praying for you too. I'm on the MOPS steering team here...our group represents 5 churches, so add those to the prayer warriors!

What comes to mind about you is that packed into your life, with your zeal, energy, and passion, you've already lived about ten (no make that 100)lives worth of apologetics/witnessing/teaching/planting. Here's to another 100.:)

Love to you and your whole family. Thanks for writing. I'll send some pictures.

Love, Linda

Anonymous said...

Jacqueline says:
God has given you profound words and messages for us.He has chosen you to make his words come to life.These words creep into my soul like the spreading of roots on a tree going into those warm and dark places that need to be reminded. And settle into my heart with peace.For this I give praise to the Father and warm thanks to you....Still praying

Lisa said...


That touched my heart...I am printing your message out and am going to share it with my therapy group next week. Since we are a group of women who have been abused (emotional, physical, sexual) growing up, we need to hear these messages over and over again so we can get to a point where we stop second-guessing His love for us.

And to get that message from you--you who have gone through so much...I'm amazed (and thrilled) that you had the energy to share with us today. You better believe I will continue to pray for your freedome from fevers and blast cells.

Thank you, Kit.

Lisa E

lorensaved77 said...

Dear Kit,
once again your words of wisdom have touched me so much I am weeping...I know exactly what you mean by this 12X12 room,Danielle spent 2 months @ Childrens hospital and God spoke so loudly to us in that room at times it was overwelming!
We are so Blessed to receive these words, which are evident of God's Power bestowed on you dear brother!
We will continue to pray for complete healing!
Love you all..
Nancy & The Loren family

michael, ciara & mikaela said...

Dear Uncle Kit,
We are so grateful that you are free from infection and have energy to share with us. Jazzie is home from college, and called me early this morning saying "the birds woke me up! Birds in Utah don't sing like they do here" I can't wait to share your word with her! How perfect. We love you so much and miss you greatly. we continue to pray, pray, pray for you! Big hugs and kisses to you!!! All our Love always ~ciara, michael and mikaela

James Taylor said...

DR. CHEMO MAN U brother are awesome your uplifting message was a definite word from God for all of His creation and was so inspiring relizing what position you are in.My prayer for you today is answered in your message...and I will continue praying for U that everything good and perfect will touch not only you but all the medical staff and your family that cares for you and the giver of life continues to hold you in His arms and give you peace.God Bless you my brother James

Ron & Barbara said...

The love vessel just keeps on pouring...

Barb & I have devotions every morning with our parents. While reading your blog this morning, my Dad was looking up this scripture which seemed appropriate.

Rom. 8:35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?
Rom. 8:36 As it is written: “For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”
Rom. 8:37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
Rom. 8:38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
Rom. 8:39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Your priorities are effecting ours. We anticipate your thoughts in your words and pray continually for your health and God’s blessings on your family and close support.

Kim Insley-Morrell said...

Amazing words that reach to the core of my soul. God is with you and speaking through you. Your words are so uplifting.

I miss you and your family soooo much!

Here's another HUGE CYBER HUG!


Mele said...

Absolutly loving every word you shared with us. Soaking it up like a big sponge to be able to share it with others.

Your light shines forth.

Love you,


Anonymous said...

Thank you for sharing God's thoughts with us Kit...how sweet your gift of teaching has always been!
I miss you my friend!
With love & prayers,

Kathie said...

Dear Kit~
Thank you so much for the last few messages that you've left for us- your flock, your family and friends.
So beautiful a gift to us are the heartfelt, reflective and wise words that challenge us to look past the trials of everyday, and truly love one another the way that He loves us!
Thank you for the reminder of how awesome and powerful (and personal)His love is to each and every one of us.
I am again reminded to surrender, to give it all up to Him, and to let Him love me.
I had a dream about you Kit (someday I will tell you about it) and it was so real and wonderful to see you, talk to you, and sense your true spirit stronger than ever.
I love you uncle Kit!

Gavin, Jamie and Kade said...

Love you so much!!!

Joe and Karen said...

sweet words of LIFE...you bring healing to us as we pray for healing for you...
we love your spirit, Kit.

Liza's Eyeview said...

"....I offer the eye of God for you today. The way God sees you....So lift your head up today dear one, you are His prize, His joy, His love forever...when you hear the birds sing early in the morning it His heart singing to you His love song. Our job is simply to respond to His love song with all our hearts, do good in a dark world and as the Lord says your light will shine before men bringing glory to your Father in heaven"...

Kit, isn't it amazing how close we can be with God in times of trials...and how we can feel His heartbeat and see through His eyes...

Thank you Kit for sharing with us these encouraging words. You are in our Father's embrace right now ... rest in His love and comfort as we continue to await the miracle on the 12th.


Anonymous said...

Once again I find myself longing to hear your words. They are so profound and help guide my way through the day. I feel as if I have a daily message through your journey. I have been in constant prayer for you and your family, you are such an inspiration for your faith. I have been printing your words for my daughter, Angie, to read with hopes she will find a way to open the door to God. She knows He is there but has so far to go. She is dealing with a cancerous brain tumor. Another day, another victory for your recovery. Your friend in Christ
Nick and Sharon Oltmans

Anonymous said...

Dear Dr. Lauer:
Your words remind me of the lilies of the field and the birds who sing
A robin feathering his nest
Has very little time to rest
While gathering his bits of twine and twig.
Though quite intent in his pursuit
he has a merry tune to toot
He knows a song will move the job along. Get well soon.
Mary P.

The Pat Blog said...

Thanx for todays message Kit.
blessings and healing upon you!

Tim said...


Thank you for "rainbow eucalyptus", very very cool. You've been blessed with so much love and encouragement for others. Thanks God, for making Kit! Always praying for you dude! Get well soon!

Tim Fitzgerald in Cali